Its finally this time of year that im gonna to enter into next stage of life.. i mean there is still 1 year but it certainly aint enough for me..
A stage of life where many things could happen.. be it relationship, money, life everything including myself.. Maybe i will grew more mature? become more sensible? or i just be the same as ever?
I dunno..
Every step i made now is crucial i guess.. Some might think its better to take a step at a time.. But i just dont have enough courage to step forward.. Suprisingly over the years, i have encourage my friends to ready, buck up and go through their obstacles.. They certainly have move quite far.. But a supporter will stand there and contiune standing right there to cheer for their friends.. maybe i have stood too long.. Too long till i have no strength to move on..
Maybe cos of what i have been keeping myself from the other that cause me to be in this pathetic state.. No besties, no soul mate, no secrets to be be shared..