Im just a outsider to see everything that is happening and i cant give a help. Really hate this damn feeling. Why cant we all just fucking grow up and freaking think what's best for other? Why should one makes someone shed tears over stupid stuff? Why should one say nobody cares for him/herself when actually some stupid fellow just staying up for the whole night, thinking that whether someone is okay anot. Now i always wake up suddenly, not realising whether its a dream or its actually happening. Im seriously confuse for everything starts to shaking around me. Blurred. I started to mix everything together. Right or wrong. True or lie.
Idiot out there. I do care. Im just keeping quiet all while. I just dont wanna be another fucking burden.