July's ending soon. There is still about half a year till graduation i guess? But i really hope it does not end that soon or i wished time would be longer. Im not trying think much from now on. Time does not allow me to think but i guess i do have time to do what i enjoy and been doing all along. Perhaps sometimes i cant stop browsing through my memo of what i did during this year or so. Yes i cant lie sometimes thinking about whats gonna happen later on in life that i might be affected someway, but hey im not that weak either. =)
In past, its really hard for me to show my real side to anyone else. Doesnt means im being fake or what but its just that i dont wanna anyone to see my vulnerable side. No ones does.
Seems like i have changed that makes me just open my heart to you. But i try not to affect you somehow for i know you had enough of all these mental things that i dont want you to worry much further. I cant change either to make a person worry about me. Thats me. I would rather take in problems than giving. Sometimes it kinda unbearable but well i became much stronger after that and yea i sure have.
Perhaps after today i wouldnt be telling much of what i feel now. I just wanna stay this way as it is. Time tells all and till then i be right here waiting. Remember you happy im happy right?
