Wednesday, August 15, 2007
1.15am
4 main things running in my mind.
Friends:
Till now i realise i miss sucha hell lot of songs that i fell in deep love with it during my school's day where me and my friends will sit down and sing along during the training days.
Dont know why i start feel like having a big gathering, asking all my friends i know, to get together and have fun. Sounds unrealistic right. But aiya. Its a dream ok.
It's till this point of my life i realise i do little to my friends around me. Maybe cos of that, some gradually hate, despise me, finding me a brainless ass talking shit to them. But well, i dont see them the same way as they see in me.
But i cant say all of them hate me. Some eventually get closer to me or should i say get closer to them. Im really glad ok. Thanks.
Family:
Maybe i should learn how to love my mum more. Maybe she dont need me now. haha. But what matters is she could spent her free time now doing what she always enjoy doing. Kinda sad to see her getting older. I seriously need grow up. Its hard to be that only guy in the family but i try my best alright. =)
Future:
I cant really expect what im gonna do. But i was told to NS-ing first before thinking whats gonna happen after that. So i just wait i guess.
Love:
Better for it to stay this way i guess. Perhaps time will tells all.
=)
12:52 AM
. Dreams .