Thursday, November 01, 2007
New month new start i guess. Sis got back from US 2am this morning and didnt realise she was gone for like almost a month. Not to say i forgot about her but ya, at least a warm hug from me ok. =D
As usual, got some gifts from her. This time i got a nike shoe! It cost only like US40 but over here i think its about 120SGD? Thank god finally i got something to wear for basketball after for like about a year wearing that ready-to-be-disposed erm, shoe. Oh ya, i have myself a new polo-t as usual. im sick of wearing that. I need changes! Bermudas please! (Im still grateful alright).
Also got some chocolate. Hmm my favourite almond nut! Munching like hell man. Simply addicitive. haha. Oh ya she bought some stuff since she transit at japan along the way. Taste weird but nice.
Hmmm. November. I have no idea whats coming, October has been a really bad month for me. In fact the most terrible month for me this year so far. Been through alot and countless of sleepless night which is unevitable. I just cant get things through my head. Its clearer now but i still need more time. I had never felt this before and i seems not getting used to it. In turns change me someway. Im not myself last month and i regret doing things i shouldnt. Sorry for those that realise im in a dead tone last few weeks and might affect some of ya. I really cant help feeling this way. Im better now, at least i can sleep well everynight. Luckily friends and my basketball were there. I try not spent time at home alone most of time. Its really terrible when your are really in deep shtye especially when it almost rain every day. The sun just wasnt there when i need it the most.
Please make everything be where it suppose to be. Be it feeling, relationship or mood. Knowing its hard to get back something that is lost but at least make everyone be fine with the change. Time's the big word now and im just gonna take it easy and see how things work its way through 07. =)
7:45 PM
. Dreams .