Thursday, June 05, 2008
What's these whole damn posts about...
Busy week for me. Gotta rush some of my work before the start of June. And almost everyday im home late. And yea i just got back from town buying some stuffs and present. =)
Anyway yesterday was kinda low. Was thinking alot already but things just keep on coming in yesterday night. First,I dont think i will be going overseas or even studying right after my NS. My sis is pursuing her master's in US for 2 1/2 years and i think she need the money more than me. Since she's the most capable one in the family and im the fucked up one. sigh
So i think i be working for 2 years, earning some allowance and working experiences then i go for my degree. Shouldnt have said this but i kinda regret no studying ahrd enough. But it's always like that. And hell i hate myself sometimes.
Second, im thinking about what to do in NS. The way of a normal guy or to become a officer if i can. There's so much possibilities and path i can choose. Well maybe i should see how my BMT goes then if everything seems okay, i might go OCS or so. Shall see.
There are still more but it's pointless. Tom is Friday and im kinda happy that weekend is coming! =D
PS: I think im gonna regret. seriously.
8:44 PM
. Dreams .